30 July 2012...I dont wanna talk about You like your not in the room...

Challenges, Challenges and MORE challenges. We are tested every day in ever kind of way, put under stressful situations in this world can make even the most humble lover of Christ weak at the knees...THAT HOWEVER does not define us! We are sinners, we are weak when we stand on our own understanding. I have my faults, I really do and I cannot say that I am perfect follower of the Lord - what I do know is that I have a deep, true, honest and real relationship with the Lord. And this means that yes, I still get on my knees, raise my hands and ask for His forgiveness for something that was not pleasing. Gosh, you know my relationship with the Lord is that of understanding, He understands me more than anyone person on this planet - He knows my heart - He knows everything about me, I mean after all - He did plan it all.
So, I get over myself and all the pressure around me - it amounts to nothing when I use my God given authority to push through it - His love, peace, joy...and His authority allows me to pick myself up, get over it and move on...I pray this for myself and for those around me who need the same release. God is all we need, "If God is for me, who (WHO???) can be against me" AMEN TO THAT!

Matthew11:4-6
 ⁴ Jesus answered,
Go back and tell John what you are hearing and seeing:⁵ the blind can see, the lame can walk, those who suffer from dreaded skin diseases are made clean,^[a] the deaf hear, the dead are brought back to life, and the Good News is preached to the poor.⁶ How happy are those who have no doubts about me!


There is something powerful about the words from Jesus Culture, You wont relent...He, our Father of heaven and earth will never relent, AWESOME!

"You won't relent until you have it all
My heart is Yours

I'll set You as a seal upon my heart
As a seal upon my arm
For there is love that is as strong as death
Jealousy demanding as the grave
Many waters cannot quench this love

Come be the fire inside of me
Come be the flame upon my heart
Come be the fire inside of me
Until You and I are one

I dont wanna talk about you like Your not in the room, I wanna look at You, I wanna sing right to You"

Father, thank you Father
You are aalways with, I always have Your peace, wisdom, joy, strength and authority Lord. You are my armour my protector. Thank you Lord, I am eternally grateful for all you have done for em and my family. I ask for Your forgiveness Father, I pray for Your will in my life, Your guidance. I love you Father, with my whole heart xxx You are always with me, thank you. Amen

19 July 2012...nothing to be afraid of

It has been many days that have not been writing, I have realised that I needed to grow a bit more in Gods loving hands before I could carry on my journey :) which is great, awesome really cause so much happened and I came back stronger, wiser and more filled with His love. I could sit here and go through every single thing that went "wrong" - and I will indeed invert comma it because although at the time - the challenges I face were not glorious and close to destroying - it never defeated me because ultimately I knew and I will always know that Gods plan is greater - He will never fail.
Fear is something that can literally stop us in our tracks - fear of anything. It comes in many different shapes and forms....what I have learnt is that God is SO much more powerful. My nearest and dearest friend said something to me today that stuck, you know those moments - when you hear something or read something and it could be one word or 20 words, it stick and you refer to it all the time - it's one of those. She said to me that yes the situation is tough...but God is tougher. Amen to that. Yes the past 2 months have been hectic, crazy, wild, challenging and darn right tiring! I would never had survived it if I did not know how to get on my knees and humble myself to the Lord and say "LORD, I give it all to You"...and before He has shown me any of His blessings, I just say, "Thank you Jesus, Thank you." We have nothing to fear, we just need to trust God. Nothing to fear. Thank you Jesus xxx

Isaiah 51:15-16

"I am the Lord your God, I stir up the sea and make its waves roar. My name is the Lord Almighty!I stretched out the heavens and laid the earths foundations; I say to Jerusalem, "you are my people!I have given you my teaching and I protect you with my hand."

Good night, sleep tight, sweet dreams and God bless you xxx

Thank you Father for the most amazing day. Lord You are so true and honest and pure. I can look past You and You will always look right at me - knowing what I am all about. You really know me better than I could ever know myself. Thank you for being my protector my armer, You love me unconditionally. Let my heart be where Your is also. I love You Lord, with all my heart and soul.
Thank you Jesus, Amen